I have spent a great deal of my time generally talking about film, poetry, and literature; reading scattered books, reviews, articles, watching films, not quite remembering the names, principles behind them all.
All these things I did, I feel, have wasted my time.
Had I absorbed more of all that I have come across, I might have already filled the gaps in my knowledge. sadly, I haven't.
All those gems have gone in and out of my hand just like that.
Varied interests and less time on deeper focus to something in particualr get me nowhere.
so I should start with one, then another, then another, gradually, slowly.
Enough of the hurry.
I am taking things step by step now.